I don't get angry easily. I tend to tolerate. Well, tolerance is good. Why get angry over small things that people just do to irk you? Why get angry over things that people may not notice that they are doing? I jusy don't find any sense in it.
Someone once said to me that I have great tolerance. I just merely told him "why get angry"?
I guess, maybe that is my weak link. People know this and take advantage of it. They will tend to try even harder to irk me, to irritate me. I just tolerate. Sometimes, when I can't take it anymore, I will just tell the people off.
Perhaps, taking too much in and not returning is not good for health. When I finally cannot take it anymore and just return it all to the people. I must say, it is an ugly sight.
When people misunderstand me and they ignore me, they are asking for it. At first, I will try to repair the friendship and talk to them. I will try to understand what is the misunderstading and try to accomadte to the person.
When this fails and the person takes the it up to a higher level of isolating me. Well, they've done it. I'll will just return all the things I took from he/she and ignore he/she. And I will take it to a even higher level if isolation. Perhaps, when I feel like doing something really terrible, I will spread things about he/she. If I feel like doing something really goods that day, I will perhaps talk to my friends and say how guilty I feel and hope that my friend will be the messenger and pass the message on.
Well, I guess this is my perception of life.
My equation of tolerance:
Tolerance = Endure(Unleash)
Unleash = Tolerance/Endure
I would run round the world for you;
3:27 AM
