I guess, I am in one of those moody days again.
One more day and my fate is sealed. Whether I make it or not, it depends on this freaking one day. Though I really hope that I would be able to make it, my head keeps telling me that there are so many people out there who are so much better than you are.
I am nervous.
When I am quiet, you won't like it. This is because I keep to myself and I become a totally different person. Many people who know me would agree with me when I say that I am someone who is very active and noisy.
When you see someone like this suddenly turns very quiet and his face becomes literally black, you know something is very wrong with him.
One of my friend who once saw me in the moody feelind told me, " You know, you are scary when you become like this."
I just told him, " Well, I can't help it, can I?"
I don't like to be moody. I want to be always happy. To be cheerful and I feel everyone's life with happiness. I cannot allow my mood to affect the others right?
So now, all I can do is to pray and wait.
Patiently.
I would run round the world for you;
2:56 AM
