It's been a long time since I had this funny feeling. The last time I felt that was when I was in Primary Six and it was the farewell party for us. Now, four years later, I am feeling the same thing again.
Your stomach tenses up and you almost like crying but you have to stop yourself because it will look bad. You feel really sad and everyone else feels sad too. You just feel as if a part of your body is being cut off slowly and it hurts, for there is no aspirin.
I don't want to leave just yet.
People give you many things - hugs, kisses, words, and even gifts. The juniors did us proud by coming up with a skid. It was funny but it was thoughtful too. I guess, it wasn't only me but the others felt the same too.
Looking back, I finally realised how stupid I was when I was young. Fresh into Secondary One, I hope that I would grow up fast. Secondary Two, I hoped that time past even faster for I really wanted to wear long pants. Finally into secondary Three, I became almost senior and I hope that I want time to zoom. Now, in Secondary Four, I am just hoping that time would pass slower and it will freeze. I don't want to grow up now. I want to remain here forever.
Ask me a moment I want to freeze in forever, I would say that it was that day, where we were all in the lush green area. Where we just have all the fun in the world: waterbombs, football, small chats and food.
However, I know that one cannot just be wishful that they will be able to live in a certain moment forever. That is why we have memories. One just have to move on and live life to the fullest.
"Don't die now, die after the performance."
I would run round the world for you;
9:46 PM
